不如不见

然后怎样2

Received the ETL for the project I was shoved into when I joined the Newco. Within 6 weeks, I was despatched for my first business trip alone to China to settle outstanding issues with the Listco. And lodged with MAS for a Rights Issue which I was running mainly by myself. Am supposed to be quite happy with myself for the achievements. I made more progress than I ever did in my entire stint in Oldco.

My small boss told me over the phone that I should not be in office after 7. It was my first ETL and I deserve to celebrate. But with whom? Parents were back in AMK. I paused to ponder, but went home alone.

Bought a chicken chop. Grabbed a bubble tea. Watched a movie. With nary a feeling. Deafening silence.

I need some alcohol.

原来

眼泪可以没理由的飙,
心情可以无止境的坠,
曲终人散后的恭维,
是自我陶醉的狼狈.

当理智战胜了爱情的时候,
几经轮回的眼泪,
天色的黑白蓝灰,
都早已无所谓.

Stress is good

Just got off work...

Being busy and stress @ work is good... even though it started with inertia, but it takes your mind off everything else, even hunger.

(Mis)Quoting Gekko,

Stress is right.

Stress works.

Stress clarifies, cuts through, and captures the essence of the evolutionary spirit.

Stress, in all of its forms -- stress for life, for money, for love, knowledge -- has marked the upward surge of mankind.

然后怎样

二十七个春夏秋冬后,
自己还在原地兜圈圈.
是时候问问自己,
接下来的日子,
是要春,夏,秋,还是冬.

叶子•可惜不是你

分手第三天

因为知道感受后会痛，所以闭而远之。
因为知道努力后会是无奈，所以挣扎着挣扎中的挣扎。
因为知道挣扎是种循环，所以享受麻醉，所以情愿放弃。
以往的以往，以及以后的以后。
因为我才发觉，原来我连要你过得比我好的能力都没有了。