答案
原来只要有风,湖面就不能平静。
但重点不在于那阵风,而是在众多逆风而翔的燕子中,哪一支能造个窝心窝。
Received the ETL for the project I was shoved into when I joined the Newco. Within 6 weeks, I was despatched for my first business trip alone to China to settle outstanding issues with the Listco. And lodged with MAS for a Rights Issue which I was running mainly by myself. Am supposed to be quite happy with myself for the achievements. I made more progress than I ever did in my entire stint in Oldco.
My small boss told me over the phone that I should not be in office after 7. It was my first ETL and I deserve to celebrate. But with whom? Parents were back in AMK. I paused to ponder, but went home alone.
Bought a chicken chop. Grabbed a bubble tea. Watched a movie. With nary a feeling. Deafening silence.
I need some alcohol.
Just got off work... Stress is right. Stress works. Stress clarifies, cuts through, and captures the essence of the evolutionary spirit. Stress, in all of its forms -- stress for life, for money, for love, knowledge -- has marked the upward surge of mankind.
Being busy and stress @ work is good... even though it started with inertia, but it takes your mind off everything else, even hunger.
(Mis)Quoting Gekko,